Value of an A

How does a student value an A???can i say very important??maybe for some particular students..for me..it is something that i might regret..something that i will be sad of..and something that i might be disappointed with...but how well that i can grab it in my hands??and why i am so obsessed with it??i should learn that getting an A doesnt mean i am the best yet not getting an A doesnt meant that i have lose everything...life is not about getting an A in the examination slip..but it is not deniable that it affects a student mentally..this is because we are so used to look at it as a ruler to measure our performance and achievement..but the question aroused is whether is it an appropriate ruler??maybe yes maybe not..but definitely i should learn that not getting an A is not a big deal yet getting an A is a special bonus from GOD...dont take it too seriously and not to be too obsessed with it..yet i will still work and hope for it for it make me feel proud...The whole semester one has finally over..fuh...it has been really a tough time..maybe the toughest time that i have ever been through..but yet it is over...leaving behind is my results and that might be my main concern..i couldnt express the fear in my heart but honestly i am scare that i could not get good results this time...maybe luck is not with me or maybe i havent put enough effort or maybe i am juz not smart enough...but down to the point..i am scare...i fear of the disappointment that i will feel when i get my examination slip..i have a bad intuition..but still i hope for the best...i could say that i have push to my extend and i have no regrets...It is holiday..y thinking of my studies???i have long waiting for this holiday to arrive...i am very happy that i finally have this long holidays..atleast giving me some time to rearrange my life..try to balance up my feelings before having to meet another war...i knew next semester will be much more hectic than the past semester and it will only be tougher but yet i want myself to be mentally ready..i dont want to feel that strong stress in my life anymore..i have enough of it...the feeling of a heavy stone on my chest is more than i could stand..i dont want to feel fear anymore..i want to taste my confidence again...I hope i can fully utilise my holidays to have enough rest before the arrival of the next war...i really hope that i wont feel the fear anymore...i want to be STRESS FREE!!!!!I pray to GOD hoping that my results will not be that bad and i could reach my expectation...pls God...i pray to you with all my heart...i hope everything will be just fine...Pray hard... :)